So time to catch yall up on what's been goin on with me.
I had to skim back and see what the heck I wrote before about where I was in life and what I was doing.
Now that I'm all caught up... let me fill yous all in.
I moved back to MD.
I have my own place/apartment again.
Still in my good'ol Purple Bomber car.
Single =/
WORKING! <3
...and that's basically it.
Oh...
still dealing with some health issues. Tackling them one at a time.
Other then that... I guess that is it.
I feel better about myself... I mean I still have my mood swings so I have my moments just like anyone else.
So... I don't know what else to say about this right now. If I come up with something I will add it on. But right now at 1am lol that's all I can come up with.
:)
Thursday, February 7, 2013
Boy, Oh boy.
I'm not sure if anyone even reads this.
But if you are... thank you but why? haha
No I appreciate it. Thanks.
Now what to talk about? Where to start off again? No more sad news *knocks on wood*.
How about... "THAT guy"?
There is a new guy in my life. Not a boyfriend, he's just a friend. I really like him though. He's not ready for anything. Yet I feel he peeks out of that room here and there with me. I could just be thinking too much into it though since I like him. Damnit.. I just don't want to make such a big deal out of me liking him. I enjoy his company and I like just hanging out with him. I want to be there for him when he needs a friend.
Oh he's so freakin adorable though! haha He's tall, dark hair... gorgeous eyes. And his hands... yeah... his hands get me.
He stayed the night with me one night... just waking up next to him. Sleepy eyes, hair in his face... his tattoo of my favorite band on his arm just staring at me in the face is just the image I would like to see every morning haha.
Call me crazy all you want...
but it just felt perfect.
Screw that...
It was perfect.
Yeah... so no I'm not giving his name. I don't want to jinx anything. I think talkin about him like this is too much already haha.
Damnit... I hate that I can't stop smiling when I think of him. It hurts after so long! lmao
Just wish I knew exactly how he felt. I know "friends" is all he wants which, like I said it's fine... but do I really think too deep into something that's just not there? I never got vibes like this before.
Time will tell.
Guess I'm just gonna have to wait and see.
But if you are... thank you but why? haha
No I appreciate it. Thanks.
Now what to talk about? Where to start off again? No more sad news *knocks on wood*.
How about... "THAT guy"?
There is a new guy in my life. Not a boyfriend, he's just a friend. I really like him though. He's not ready for anything. Yet I feel he peeks out of that room here and there with me. I could just be thinking too much into it though since I like him. Damnit.. I just don't want to make such a big deal out of me liking him. I enjoy his company and I like just hanging out with him. I want to be there for him when he needs a friend.
Oh he's so freakin adorable though! haha He's tall, dark hair... gorgeous eyes. And his hands... yeah... his hands get me.
He stayed the night with me one night... just waking up next to him. Sleepy eyes, hair in his face... his tattoo of my favorite band on his arm just staring at me in the face is just the image I would like to see every morning haha.
Call me crazy all you want...
but it just felt perfect.
Screw that...
It was perfect.
Yeah... so no I'm not giving his name. I don't want to jinx anything. I think talkin about him like this is too much already haha.
Damnit... I hate that I can't stop smiling when I think of him. It hurts after so long! lmao
Just wish I knew exactly how he felt. I know "friends" is all he wants which, like I said it's fine... but do I really think too deep into something that's just not there? I never got vibes like this before.
Time will tell.
Guess I'm just gonna have to wait and see.
Coming back with Sad News
Just another night where I feel I should start writing again.
Sorry that I didn't stick with it like I was hoping to. I just couldn't do it. I mean, I had things to say and talk about but... I never thought it was right for me to put what's goin on in my head down in print. Guess it's because then I would be able to go back and read what crap went through my head in the past. I don't know.
Well... where to begin?
Sad news I guess then.
I'm going to start off with mentioning that I'm going through another hard time right now. My friend Tosha who I have a page for... her mother Linda Clark [who was like my Mom away from My Mom] passed away last week. A year and a half [little over] after Tosha passed away. I'm so glad all her suffering is over now and that she can be with Tosha again. I cry tears of joy for her. I cry because I'm going to miss her. I cry because it hurts to know I can't just call to talk to her again.
Sorry that I didn't stick with it like I was hoping to. I just couldn't do it. I mean, I had things to say and talk about but... I never thought it was right for me to put what's goin on in my head down in print. Guess it's because then I would be able to go back and read what crap went through my head in the past. I don't know.
Well... where to begin?
Sad news I guess then.
I'm going to start off with mentioning that I'm going through another hard time right now. My friend Tosha who I have a page for... her mother Linda Clark [who was like my Mom away from My Mom] passed away last week. A year and a half [little over] after Tosha passed away. I'm so glad all her suffering is over now and that she can be with Tosha again. I cry tears of joy for her. I cry because I'm going to miss her. I cry because it hurts to know I can't just call to talk to her again.
I love you Mrs. Lin aka Mom!
Give Tosha a hug for me please <3
[Mrs. Lin aka Mom and Tosha 2010]
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