Boy, Oh boy.

I'm not sure if anyone even reads this.
But if you are... thank you but why? haha
No I appreciate it. Thanks.

Now what to talk about? Where to start off again? No more sad news *knocks on wood*.

How about... "THAT guy"?

There is a new guy in my life. Not a boyfriend, he's just a friend. I really like him though. He's not ready for anything. Yet I feel he peeks out of that room here and there with me. I could just be thinking too much into it though since I like him. Damnit.. I just don't want to make such a big deal out of me liking him. I enjoy his company and I like just hanging out with him. I want to be there for him when he needs a friend.

Oh he's so freakin adorable though! haha He's tall, dark hair... gorgeous eyes. And his hands... yeah... his hands get me.
He stayed the night with me one night... just waking up next to him. Sleepy eyes, hair in his face... his tattoo of my favorite band on his arm just staring at me in the face is just the image I would like to see every morning haha.
Call me crazy all you want...
but it just felt perfect.
Screw that...
It was perfect.

Yeah... so no I'm not giving his name. I don't want to jinx anything. I think talkin about him like this is too much already haha.

Damnit... I hate that I can't stop smiling when I think of him. It hurts after so long! lmao

Just wish I knew exactly how he felt. I know "friends" is all he wants which, like I said it's fine... but do I really think too deep into something that's just not there? I never got vibes like this before.
Time will tell.
Guess I'm just gonna have to wait and see.