[Tosha and Me on her 32nd birthday May 3rd 2010]
She was one of the best of friends I ever had and will ever have. She's beautiful, funny, very out-going and crazy! Those are just some of my favorite things about her. Tosha was a daughter, sister, aunt, cousin, friend and best friend. She was who she was like... she didn't care if she offended you, grossed you out or anything! She told you how it was and that was the end of it. I think that is where I learned being myself was ok. Even though being myself didn't impress Tosha very much. Me comin in with blue hair and lip rings (snake bites)... she was always like... "I wouldn't do it but it's you Jenn!" Then she would ask if she could kiss me so she can see what the snake bites felt like. haha Like I said... she didn't care! She was who she was and I love her for it.
Tosha passed away in a car accident July 25th 2011.
Now nothing I can say here will ever get across how much I miss her. I miss her every second, of every minute, of ever hour, of every day.
But... I know how I feel about her being gone. I can't imagine how her family is feeling. So I feel guilty in a way for even saying that I miss her as much as I do because I know it can't and will never measure up to how her family feels. I don't want to disrespect. I love her family. They are like my own. I feel for them.
So for Tosha's funeral... her sister Stephanie helped me get some pictures together of Tosha to put them in a video slideshow. Tosha's Dad choose the first song in the video, Stephanie picked the last and the middle song we agreed on. Below is the video. I hope you like it.
In Loving Memory of
Tosha Lyn Zegzdryn
May 3, 1978 - July 25, 2011
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